ytd nite study chem tat time dunno y suddenly cry for no reason..sot liao..my hand stil blue black since ytd after pe..damn pain..today gt back my emaths chp 11&12 test..not very happy wid it.nowadays not really happy wid my test result all not gd..really scare tat my eng SA2 wil fail lor..tat time gt 1 report writin test i get very bad den mdm shanaaz tel me say my eng very worrin..haiz..today after sch waited 4 cf to tak d gg cookie so i cn go home..coz she say very heavy den i help her tak my d 1 box home to lighten her burden lo..den wen home alone coz he cant send me home den cf dey all go on deir own..d tings on my hand damn heavy...reach home le my mum ask me go out buy lunch wid her straight away den go ntuc go here go dere...reach home very late le..when study SS tat time..cant tahan fall asleep on my table for almost 1 1/2 hr..haha wak up 6plus den must get ready to go my grandma hse liao..

~ nIcE ~
9:12 PM

today mornin online den learn tat he need go sch for self study..so he ask whether i cumin n i told him no..den after tat ask my aunt whether i cn go anot den she say ok so i went bath n eat den set off to sch..on d way dunno y juz keep smilin den when walkin to sch gt 1 indian old lady dunno tokin wat to me in tamil lucky gt 1 indian couple come n help den i told d lady i dun understan den she say nvm..so i juz keep walkin..reach sch heard mr.glenn tan voice cumin from e2 so decided to stay at 2nd floor,actually wanted to surprise him but heard mr tan voice dun dare go in..after awhile zh came down pei wo..den we in class do maths suddenly denesh walk past but he seem to b not surprised at all..not fun den all of us go up to d table behind e3 class do hw til 4plus den wan go mrt station top up card den really wanted badly for him to send me home but he didnt..anyway when home alone..but i tink its ok now..

~ nIcE ~
10:00 PM

thur celebrate cf's birthday after sch bout 5pm lyk tat..tot he wasnt goin to cum..den suddenly tot he juz when home,wanted to ask him sumtin so i went to find him,suddenly he pop up infont of me,scare me lor..=]...den celebrate till bout 6.45pm den went home..quite fun lar..d lemon tea very "sweet" cnnot tahan..d lemon tea limited edition d only 21/9/06 den cn use..haha..special order by mr.goh...fri after sch 2.30pm gt phy den didnt go coz at 1st i late but i was runnin to sch n on d way i saw ailin,cf,zh dey all n dey say cf not goin den i oso ok lor dun go.."surprise to c him really jump over d fence" he was late 4 ncc too..feel bad bout it..sry..den c d ncc part C havin dere parade n get officially promoted..Congrats..den waited til 5.30pm 4 him but in d end stil went home wid cf n zh coz too late le..but zh leg pain so cf walk slowly wid him den i walk alone very fast coz i scare ltr mum scold so i left dey two behind..hope u two dun mind..^-^

~ nIcE ~
10:51 AM

today morin woke up at 8.13am brush teeth den cal denesh coz he wan me wak him up.found tat he wok up at 7.30am.siao so early..
8.13am -wak up
8.15am -call him
8.30am -watch tv
10.30 - played audition
11.00am -go msn
2.00pm -go eat lunch
3.15pm -off comp
3.45pm -slpin
6.35pm -wak up eat dinner
7.00pm watch tv
9.00pm -went home
11.00pm -on comp do np proj
how??np proj dunno how to do..miss him so much..miss d 41/2 days wid him..we had great fun..heng ar..only kana sunburnt on my face..regret not foldin up my sleves n my trackpants durin kayakin now only my face n hand black,so odd..

~ nIcE ~
11:04 PM

ytd juz came back from OBS..so fun..

1st day
Mon i almost late for sch coz i woke up late den my mum cal my aunt dun wait for me go sch den i had to walk myself..but luckily when i walk half way my aunt came,so i hop on n went to sch in her car..when i reach d bell rang le..but i stil went up class coz i gt sumtin to hand up..den went back parade square tis all lo..OMG!! when cf jess n i saw our clas,so little ppl only lor..den went to pungol jetty waited for so long,finally we reach pulau ubin.we were split into groups,mine n jess d samn,JUNKO,den cf alone,HILARY,mic n see hwa same.We played some ice breakin games to brin every1 d watch closer den bathe cook dinner pitch tents tis all lor..easy day..

2nd day
went rock climbin but didnt reach d top haha..tat time d instructor daphne dun wan let me down lor..my left hand pain le she dun wan let me down..den i show attitude after awhile she let me down le,showed fabian attitude oso..sry bout tat..after tat we went kayakin at 1st cf wid hafizhan but he partner kimberlin so had to change,in d end i was pair wid a 1 star kayaker from other sch his name was desmond n i nvr wil forget him..when we 1st get on d kayak,he ask whether gt kayak be4 so i say yes den he told me say he wan do stunts durin d journey but i dun wan..we were told tat we need to do capsize drills far out in d sea so we had to pratice in d shallow water 1 time..it was ok in d shallow water coz d instructor get hold of me..went proceed out,again we need to do campsize again..he so damn eager lor..he shake so hard den i say:"stop stop,cap which side?" den dunno wat he say n whoosh d kayak capsized n d kayak was right on top of my head n i cant breathe he didnt help instead he was askin me to swim to another kayak when i cant even breathe.i tot i would die,coz i cant breath n no1 came to pull me out.i panick totally when jess n cf kayak came i grab hold of it..i was about to cry den,but i didnt instead i lose my temper at every1..especially desmond n i dun feel sry at all when i lose my temper at him,he deserve it.he keep puttin his leg on d kayak when we capsized n as he was doin tis,d kayak hit my head lots of time,n i drank a few gulps of salty water..after much struggling we made it..n i became d 1 sittin at d back..when he paddlin,his paddle keep knockin on my head.he keep askin if i was ok as he know tat i was angry wid him after i shout at him..i was cryin when i paddle n i replied him ok.when d wave came he didnt even stop n we almost capsize lots of time but luckily we didnt..finally we reach another campsite n we had a dinner tat dun require us to cook at all..but we still need pitch tents in d night coz we reach dere quite late..

3rd day
We went for high aliments..i n jess pair up..but when we went half way up,she gt leg cramp n had to go down so i went up alone..n i made it..=]..went for kayakin again to d next campsite but today d journey was longer..day 2 was 1km n day 3 was 5 km n we were told tat day 4 was 15km..OMG!..i didnt paired wid desmond,i paired wid kleyvn..we went wid d hilary,livingstone n magelene i tink..d campsite was in d wilderness which means it didnt had a proper toilet n no lights.when we reached,we pitch tents n cooked dinner..den it was til early after everytin it was stil 7pm plus but our lights off is at 9pm so we had 1 hr plus of our own free time..so my watchmate(fadilah,sulphate,dani,mei xin,jia rong,shun jie,fab,jess) plus denesh n me played true or dare but as it is late at night summore we r at pulau ubin,we decided tat we played only true..n we had great fun.When fab say durin tis year april fool tat time i lie to him say i wan to break den he very angry tat ting,made me feel sry n gulity..den he splilt everyting out on how he ask me to b his stead tis all felt ps coz i juz sat right besid him..in d night we had night walk livingstone d 1st watch from 9pm to 11pm follow by junko 11pm to 1am hilary n den magelene...each groups split into 4 shift which means 1 shift 30 mins i n jess do 1hr as each shift cn only haf 5 ppl but not less den 3 n my watch had 6 gals so jess n i do from 11pm to 11.30pm n 12am to 12.30am.i cant wak up n fadilah came to my tent n wak me up,saw him stil dere n i was very happy..he do d walk wid us til 11.30pm den after tat i n jess went back tent slp but i didnt i sit down in my tent n i saw him still walkin around..den awhile i didnt saw him tot tat he had gone to slp.n suddenly i felt sad coz i really wan him to b around n went he walk past my tent i was so happy..finally wait until 12am den i call jess,mei xin n liyan to wak up,so again he do d walk wid us..12.30am came n he was havin a headache so i ask him go slp but he say wait awhile 1st, so we went to call fab dey all n we all went back in d tent..

4th day
Woke up early n we packed everytin n we set off for d campsite when we 1st reach..paddle until every1 dyin coz 15km n every1 was tinkin OMG!! so far..but we did it even be4 d expected timing,we were expected to reach at 8.30pm but we reached at 1 plus in d afternoon..d instructor told us tat when dey ask ppl how dey feelin,deir replied was d same which is "i'm goin to die" haha..after tat we went jetty jump,fun sia actually last year i do be4 le coz i gt go to d sparkc camp n1 of deir activities was oso jetty jump n it was at d same place so tis time i did d other 1..my shoe fell out when i drop in d water so ps n i had to swim n tak,it was floatin..after tat we went washin d kayak tis all..Daphne wan us to clean d lifevest tis all so we clean it by d beach n it started to rain heavily..we were all drenched it was fun d weather was cold but we didnt even care coz d water we use to wash d vest is warm n we started snatchin d tube haha..fab more funny he say:"1 ppl go tak d shampoo leh,we wash our hair here den when we go back to store we juz change clothes cn le." n mind u he was serious he really wanted sum1 to brin d shampoo but no1 wans to brin to him coz d bags were pile together. we all ran back to d store coz too cold le,we all cant tahan,when we reached,every1 was shiverin haha.so funny.we clean d store wash d tings den we bathe ouself ,pitch tents cooked dinner,Dapne check store night circle den we were dismiss to slp le..tot he wil wait for me but went i go down d place whr we slp,i call his name den no1 reply which means he slept le.. =] zZzZz

5th day
last tidyin of tents had breakfast,givin of certificates nbuyin of shirts den went home le..after d camp went eat wid cf jess n c hwa at kfc but dey go d mac toilet 1st,went we came out, saw denesh n friends came mac.how i wanted to stay but becoz i told jess ok go to kfc le so i had to keep my promise sry..went home in my aunt car..

ytd nite omg! i miss him le coz tis 4days everynite we b together den suddenly ytd nite didnt saw him..today mornin call him feel so happy,but awhile he say bb le..but we stil chat in msn so happy.communicate wid him,hope our relationship wid him had closer to him by 1 step although its only 1 step but as time goes by we wil b closer n tis relationship wil nvr end..love him lots..

~ nIcE ~
11:22 AM

today when sch for maths n np..after maths straight away go np..saw them do campcraft not interested so went chit shat wid jason ng n zh...liang ge chi qing d..hahas..den afetr tat went mac wid fab,randy,hamzah,jason n irene..spposed to b back in sch at 1.50 but 1.45 we stil eatin after eatin we ran back sch so funny haha.den do drills tis all..np end le so went e2 class c both jason,joseph,zh,roy playin audition.at 1st playin maple d but den change to audition..jver funny lor,jason wong keep sayin miss after joseph miss d arrow..makin joseph annoyed..went back wid jason ng,zh n roy den dunno y suddenly bad mood,dun wish him to send me home den when d traffic light green man i straight away run widout sayin anytin..den i was so bad mood lor..sry zh 4 talkin to u so fierce..tis is not wat i wan if he dun wan to send den dun send dun send me home becoz other ask u to..

~ nIcE ~
9:26 PM