love will hurt your heart,
fill u wth desire and tear u apart.
love can make u cry
and only love knows why you cry.
if u're not ready to cry,
if u're not ready to take the risk,
if u're not ready to feel the pain,
then u're not ready to fall in love.
there was a time in our lives
when we became afraid to fall in love
everytime we do, we get hurt,
then i figured that's love
Friday, June 23, 2006
finally finish all d course tat i haf tis week from mon to fri all d way is course,course and course..mon-tue nco course,wed sana course,thur-fri police knowledge course...now no more le lo..d pk course surely fail d alot dunno lo den i not sittin wid my sch i sat wid st joseph institution..turn round saw lots of ppl copy den fabian told me say d true false qn he help me change all coz should b A n B i go rite true n false..den ltr eat le cn go back le lo sat mrt from boon lay all d way to tampines den tak bus go home 12 sumtin go home le den 2pm sumtin den reach home so long lor...den at home le ntg to do so online lo...
~ nIcE ~
3:32 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
today d same ting go to sch 4 d nco course quite fun la actually..gt 2 play water bomb very fun although i didnt really get as wet as d rest..today mornin put my trackpants on d chair den when i came back from np packin my bag 4 d next day i ask my aunt whether d trackpant washed already den she say ask my grandma n den my grandma say d maid haven wash den i so angry lor...i put dere becoz i need it d next day everytime when i put on d chair meanin tat i wanted it to b wash den i told my grandma bout it but d maid stil dun wan go wash she juz sit dere lyk ntg hapen lyk tat..den at last my aunt go n wash by d washin machine i tink wil b dry by next day la..haiz..today afternoon call his hse but no 1 pick up guess tat he juz haven came home if i noe earlier i wil not brin those ting,brin heavy only lo..
~ nIcE ~
9:03 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
juz came back home from npcc nco course tirin but fun it started from morin 8am to d evenin 6pm..it wil b d same 4 tml oso..on wed gt sana course,thur n fri police knowleage course so tis whole week is ful of np tingy so tired wat a bumb..actually is only til wed den decided to went out wid him on thur n fri go out wid cf but den last minute dey change,wat a "good" news every 1 was lyk huh?? coz dey tot d whole week dey cant wash deir clothes haha..but tml we only need to wear half u den 4 d sana course wear pt kit den d rest of d 2 days is wear ful u..haiz..so tired..he change back to singapore today so happy but didnt cal him coz at 1st wana cal d but too many ppl on bus summore my hand ful of ting so didnt cal when i reach home my aunt n dad at home so cant cal again..nvm lo..c if he wil cum to sch tml not.
~ nIcE ~
8:22 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
tues jess n cf came my ama hse do ss proj,den jess actually oso doin but she dunno how 2 do den she go do her hw...my uncle mak them banana split but actually is not la but den better den ntg lo,eat craker,drink coke..cf do until qn 2 den dunno how 2 do le so we go library den go d mall shop tings 4 je n mic,coz dey b.day mah..we bought sumtin damn nice gt their name d jess oso gt do..den ltr half n hour go n collect den we go home le lo...today fri cf n jess comin my hse again coz we need 2 do d chi blog mah..den ltr i goin to d mall again lo..haha..
~ nIcE ~
10:28 AM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
d camp was damn fun lor,it was more lyk a holiday trip rather den a ug camp.. be4 d camp i gt np bbq in d afternoon until 9.30pm luckily it end at 9pm but my aunt came late so makes up to d same..den when back sch at 11pm coz d next day must leave by midnight 3am so must go early..when i reach dere jess,cf,see hwa,ailin,yonghan,huifang all dere le except michelle n lynn stil haven come until midnight 12am dey stil not yet cum so we called dem dey say dey were on dere way den i cal denesh so we tok tok lo..malcom tan behind me i oso dun care...we ton d whole d nite coz at 1st we wan slp but jess wan hui fang,cf n me to massage 4 her until i very awake den ailin n see hwa stil tokin michelle n lynn cant slp coz d malay gals too noisy so we wak up n play poker until midnight 2.30am so we go toilet den i go foyer le so we nvr slept d whole nite,but in d bus michelle n lynn slept lyk slpin beauty keep slpin d rest of us juz slp 4 awhile only..hahas d 1st nite was damn fun... den d 2nd day oso very fun sit bus 4 a long journey den at nite we tok until 2 plus we gossipin bout everytin ntg special actually den d 3rd day i tink i n cf nvr go 4 d rapid shootin,we stay in our dorm we agnes a sec2 gal,we played uno cards,clean d dorm,n bath but when michelle dey all came back,d whole shirt was wet,poor ting den d water was drippin onto d floor...soon our dorm was wet..after dey bath,we spray d water hose on d floor den we clean up n went 4 dinner when we came back,d room was quite dry but dere sil puddles of water on d floor...we tok bout sumtin n went 2 slp le..thur after lunch i lookin at d photo in cf camera n i saw sumtin unusal i told cf bout it n soon evey1 wanted 2look at it..sum ppl came n ask where was it,ask until i very angry,i was scare yet dey stil keep sayin n askin,i cried in d end n miss tay came n say deres ntg 2 afraid 4..den slowly i stop cryin le..cf,agnes,n me didnt not go 4 d cave tingy went mic came back she told us sumtin unpleasant n d whole nite,mic lynn cf n me were wooried 4 samad n d bois hu were insid d room,dun wish 2 say anytin bout it its over..thank god..d whole nite i cant slp i was d only 1 awak in d room mic lynn n cf were all slpin but i'm too scared to slp i dun even dare 2 close my eyes den i saw mic hp so i listen 2 song but i rmb malcom tan say noise wil attract d unwanted tings den i turn it off..n again i gt ntg to do..but ltr i felt slpin so i close my eyes n slp n when i wok up i saw cf combin her hair i tink..lynn was d last to wak up d..fri was d last day of d taman nagera camp i gt alittle bit of sadness,i dun wan 2 end it so soon jess oso feel tat way she say tat tis was d 1st time she dun wan to go back home after camp,c how fun d camp was..but in d end we stil went back 2 singapore...wat a pity...but i bought sumtin..
