love will hurt your heart,
fill u wth desire and tear u apart.
love can make u cry
and only love knows why you cry.
if u're not ready to cry,
if u're not ready to take the risk,
if u're not ready to feel the pain,
then u're not ready to fall in love.
there was a time in our lives
when we became afraid to fall in love
everytime we do, we get hurt,
then i figured that's love
Saturday, June 03, 2006
d camp was damn fun lor,it was more lyk a holiday trip rather den a ug camp.. be4 d camp i gt np bbq in d afternoon until 9.30pm luckily it end at 9pm but my aunt came late so makes up to d same..den when back sch at 11pm coz d next day must leave by midnight 3am so must go early..when i reach dere jess,cf,see hwa,ailin,yonghan,huifang all dere le except michelle n lynn stil haven come until midnight 12am dey stil not yet cum so we called dem dey say dey were on dere way den i cal denesh so we tok tok lo..malcom tan behind me i oso dun care...we ton d whole d nite coz at 1st we wan slp but jess wan hui fang,cf n me to massage 4 her until i very awake den ailin n see hwa stil tokin michelle n lynn cant slp coz d malay gals too noisy so we wak up n play poker until midnight 2.30am so we go toilet den i go foyer le so we nvr slept d whole nite,but in d bus michelle n lynn slept lyk slpin beauty keep slpin d rest of us juz slp 4 awhile only..hahas d 1st nite was damn fun... den d 2nd day oso very fun sit bus 4 a long journey den at nite we tok until 2 plus we gossipin bout everytin ntg special actually den d 3rd day i tink i n cf nvr go 4 d rapid shootin,we stay in our dorm we agnes a sec2 gal,we played uno cards,clean d dorm,n bath but when michelle dey all came back,d whole shirt was wet,poor ting den d water was drippin onto d floor...soon our dorm was wet..after dey bath,we spray d water hose on d floor den we clean up n went 4 dinner when we came back,d room was quite dry but dere sil puddles of water on d floor...we tok bout sumtin n went 2 slp le..thur after lunch i lookin at d photo in cf camera n i saw sumtin unusal i told cf bout it n soon evey1 wanted 2look at it..sum ppl came n ask where was it,ask until i very angry,i was scare yet dey stil keep sayin n askin,i cried in d end n miss tay came n say deres ntg 2 afraid 4..den slowly i stop cryin le..cf,agnes,n me didnt not go 4 d cave tingy went mic came back she told us sumtin unpleasant n d whole nite,mic lynn cf n me were wooried 4 samad n d bois hu were insid d room,dun wish 2 say anytin bout it its over..thank god..d whole nite i cant slp i was d only 1 awak in d room mic lynn n cf were all slpin but i'm too scared to slp i dun even dare 2 close my eyes den i saw mic hp so i listen 2 song but i rmb malcom tan say noise wil attract d unwanted tings den i turn it off..n again i gt ntg to do..but ltr i felt slpin so i close my eyes n slp n when i wok up i saw cf combin her hair i tink..lynn was d last to wak up d..fri was d last day of d taman nagera camp i gt alittle bit of sadness,i dun wan 2 end it so soon jess oso feel tat way she say tat tis was d 1st time she dun wan to go back home after camp,c how fun d camp was..but in d end we stil went back 2 singapore...wat a pity...but i bought sumtin..